My little sister is driving me nuts, suffering from her puberty stage, been through her adolescent stage but I cannot remember doing the things she is into right now. Like what? Recently she just hooked herself in some navel-piercing thing. She got her navel PIERCED; she got me shocked from head up down to my toes. At her age? She’s just 13 years old for goodness sake! Enough reason for me to knocked furiously on her room door, yelled madly at her driven by outrage inside me. You see, I am not a crazy big sister, I don’t get mad easily and Shout to my siblings with no apparent reason at all. Sometimes I am just wondering if the world’s coming to an end? Why kids these days rushing to be grown-ups, doing their thing like they already know how these fucked-up world works? Moreover, grown-ups acting as if they do not know or even care what’s happening in this world.
Sometimes I am missing my siblings how they used to be, the times we all sleep together in one room, together we watch TV and play video games after dinner, play hide and seek in our small room , ghost stories during brown-outs and the way how their curious eyes looked when they asked me things that perplexed and confused them. But life is a journey and along the way, time changes us, shapes us into what we are right now. You tend to be over protective and you want them to walk the better path. Better than what you walked at. Sometimes I feel like I am already strangling her neck (not literally of course) by bombarding her with sermons repeatedly about her pseudo friends, her more pseudo-boyfriend and her impulsive-war freak like behavior.
But you know no matter how crazy my sister is and might be someday, I believe that she knows there’s a big sister she can always lean on, when all the worlds pathetic creatures turned their backs away from her. When there’s no more space in this world to explore for her childish nature, when she feels like running back home , there will be always this crazy yelling sister waiting to embrace her again and a family she can always cuddle in.