Once in awhile you get this feeling, the kind of screwed-up emotion that you feel like going on the penthouse and jump out from the building. *sigh* I rarely show emotions of anxiety, hatred or sulkiness. Because I do not want to cause misfortune to other people as well as troubling them what I have been tormenting myself into and I am cursed with a very high defense-mechanism.
Well this entry is one of that down-to-the pit emotion of mine. Im just going through a phase I guess, did you ever wish for that , a genie would pop out from no where and grant you even ONE WISH. Just ONE F*CKING WISH. I do.
I like to zap those people who think they are so…so… great and they are all so in control with their feeble life. People who do not know they are already stepping on other people Who to blame? If they just want to be fucking impressive.
Moreover, there comes my family glitches and hitches, if some people, family keeps them sane, mine is quite the opposite, my family keeps me insane, but in this family I also get my strength. Addams family will always be the Addams family. And Me, will always be the ironic little girl, Wednesday.
In life, there’s only two predicaments. 
One is the money/financial problem and the next one?! Its’s the over rated heart problem. The LOVE. I do not want to go into details. For the reason that. My intimate relationships are not an open book. Like a friend told me “ do not air dry your dirty laundries.”
This is just a phase; In a lil’while… I will be back to my own self. Wearing the same façade
in every minute of my life with the same adage written on my forehead, “I’m happy, Contented and Jovial.” Life goes on.
